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♥ Wednesday, September 7 ♥
somehow,i'm really feelin very discouraged.
i don't know why,but,i really feel like giving up.
no matter how many times i tried,i just cant get it right.
nothing gets into this pig brain of mine.
i feel so dumb.
perhaps,i don't even have a brain at all.
but seriously,i've been reading through my damn notes,but i still feel like i've learnt nothin.maybe i didnt do it the right way.what's the right way then??sighs,if only i knew.the exams is just 2 days away.and some modules,i know no shit.oh well.who cares right???
i had this thought yesterday,"what if i quit poly,what am i gonna do??i'm probably too brainless to continue poly".
which i had in fact,the same thought just 1 year ago while doin my os..
but somehow, i feel freakin useless...look,i'm already 18,aint i supposed to be havin my A levels and studyin my butt off now like the rest of the normal students???
look at my cousin,she's muggin her ass off.
her prelims are comin...and for fuck,i'm in poly.what a shame....
i feel goddamn useless...
but what the heck??i'm stuck in poly.in bloody 1st year which i'm probably going to repeat some stupid module..
I AM WASTING MY BLOODY TIME!!!
i'm so frustrated.i feel as though i've been through the normal stream route.
and i should be in ITE now.
or i should have been to some VERY SPECIAL school.
for the mentally handicapped...arh...freak it...

URGGGG.....can someone please kill me right now??





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